[Coyotes2]

First real post after a long time as I have been a lurked with exception of a few FRs.
Have still been chionging the same house in GL with my usual RTF.
The most recent RTF while fucking, changed positions, the WL grabbed my cock and pulled the condom and said "I dont want"

I'm retarded cause I ended up fucking her raw and came inside her(please roast me, I deserve it)

Before anyone tells me about PEP and 4th gen test after 28 days, I know - but what I'm struggling with is the paranoia from now till then.

Personally I'm not afraid if I get it(as the saying goes "dare to play dont scared die") or if I dont get it.
It's the fear of not being able to know.
Psychologically it's torturing