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Originally Posted by jickjock
Now even after a good session I dread that feeling of guilt that hits after climax. As if life trying to mock me for thinking tht buying sex can fill void of having meaningful relationship. Most days I try not think abt it at all but every once in awhile find myself here and same sequence of thought play all over again. This is a complete tangent to your comments but rarely see such sentiments so I chimed in. What other bro say abt FL job is also true. Perhaps should stop self-pitying.
Not even sure mod will allow posting my comments here
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I had a failed relationship that took a lot more out of me than I expected, and then found it hard to find another - think it’s fear of getting hurt again. After 15 years I realised I had become the ‘despro’ uncle (which is why I never bring a camera to cosplay events, even if I’m invited for official business).
I was a good boy who didn’t whore, till I found an MP near my house with a Malaysian ang-pai n got all my sexual frustrations fixed. Now I find myself much calmer, and I don’t miss being in a relationship. A couple of the ladies I see are basically paid fuck-buddies n I can still try something new.
Also unlocked a lot - fucked local Chinese, Malay, Indian n Eurasian, two PRC sisters, Viet, Thai, Japanese, Russian, Korean, etc.