The way i see it, u live in ur own world. Gaming is sort of an escape for u from reality. Maybe u manage to establisha reputation for urself in a small part of the virtual world. But end of the day, when u switch off ur PC, u are hurl back to reality. And reality always bite HARD.
The fact that you have virtually close to zero savings denote that u are not good with finances. And couple with the fact that u have zero desire to upgrade urself and ur goal in life is to be a restuarant manager. All this spells out that it is going to be gloomy for u moving forward.
Last but not least, u actually thought that a whore can help u manage ur finances and u might have a slight chance of a better tomorrow with her.
All in all, i can only say that i reallly pity people like u. Is it due to upbringing or is it genetics. I cannot help but wonder
